Coved 19 aside, life has been continuing much as it was. Keith continues to work from home, which he has been doing, for the most part, over the past couple of years. And, dancing had been put on the back burner since late 2019, due to Keith’s knee injury. Although dance for me still ‘lights my fire’, for K it is an ever decreasing fire; almost to the state of past embers never to be rekindled.
Because of this love for dance, and the music that accompanies dance, I cannot stop dancing. Ergo, I began learning the Latin rhythms; as you advised would be the case some time past. However, I wasn’t to know then that I would be learning alone! This hasn’t really concerned me as my love of dance is not dependant upon dancing in public. I gain an enormous amount of pleasure dancing and learning in my own company; so to speak.
Added to this the wonderful exercise form that dancing presents, I am happy in my skin; as it were.
Armed with the information given during our last conversation and not, at this point in time, knowing whether K and I will be enjoying a joint project (such as was dancing) I can only assess a vision for the future based upon our continued love and respect; but, with a more individualistic relationship, though, in union.
Keith has a hobby based in geology and minerals. This has been one of his loves since childhood and keeps him entertained for many hours during the week. It also keeps him at the computer, for the most part, conversing with like minds and moderating within a website. Although I do not share his enthusiasm I can share the time. We spend many hours, side by side, each engaged within our own creative pursuits.
However, more and more I am appreciating that now that the game of the Positive and Negative Light Workers Working in Tandem has reached the milestone whereby I (the Positive) and Keith (the Negative Light Worker) no longer require the intensity that was our past; there is now space for change to occur. In this is a tremendous amount of freedom.
Because also, during this aspect of the game, I found freedom from fear; there are so many possibilities for the future. Added to this the backwards aging I am experiencing it is difficult to know what opportunities may present; and what I may be capable of achieving.
And this is the point, Dearest. You will not be able to conceive of the future built upon the status of today. Yes?
Yes, precisely. I do appreciate that I have desires that are vastly different to the desires of yesterday. Yesterday, so to speak, I was an aging woman advancing in years and abilities. Today is a vastly different animal.
Yes, indeed, dearest. Yes, indeed. We shall leave this here for now. Yes?
Yes. Thank You.
Many Blessings, Dearest
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