Yesterday the following was written to a Dear Heart in response to a question she posed some months ago. To explain:
The Collective Consciousness (The C.C.) had stated that this year, 2018, all questions would be answered via videos that I (Carolyn) would create.
We are writing to you, Dear Heart, with this answer to your question because our dearest does not wish to create videos; as was our proposal last year, 2017. This is as arranged, Dear One. Our dearest, if she is to find ‘equality’, will not do so by being at our beck and call, so to speak. No, Dear Heart; this will be achieved by her abstinence from our desires.
We have asked a number of requests of her. However, equality means having one’s own voice. This, our dearest is finding as she circumnavigates confusion, and finds the courage to use her own voice.
And this is happening in many areas of my life. I was finding a lack of commitment to what I had seen as my ‘purpose in life’. That purpose was to remain obedient to the call of The C.C. in carrying out the plan of creating ‘perfection’ (a lack of fear) as the basis for the new Fantasy for Earth.
I had been rebelling over a number of requests put forward by The C.C; with confusion and bewilderment the result. Thankfully, and very recently, as I voiced my protestations came some answers.
Equality for all is also a part of the new; and I was not feeling equal to The C.C. Their requests felt more like commands, and did not take into consideration my desires and needs.
It has taken a lot of soul searching, yelling and screaming. However, I am now understanding that, this too, is part of the journey each shall take in their spiritual journey to perfection:
I had to eliminate the fear that rebelling against those I’d considered my superiors (so-called) had instilled within me. For others, those (so-called) superiors may be one’s parents, a sibling, a spouse, an employer, etc. However, each of us has an imagined superior or superiors preventing us from finding our worth and realising equality.
To say the past numbers of weeks and months have been quite harrowing would most certainly be true. I had visions of my life’s work crumbling around me as I rejected and refused The C.C.’s requests; only to find this was, and is, part of the plan leading to perfection (a lack of fear) and the overriding sense of equality with all.
© 2018 Carolyn Page & The Collective Consciousness
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