A Couple of Excerpts From Our New Book

The C.C. have written the introduction to our new book ‘How To Achieve Freedom From Fear’ (almost finished and waiting to be published). The following is just a peek at that intro, plus a little excerpt from my writings about an incident that could have cost me my freedom.

Introduction

Carolyn’s experience of being the Earth’s representative for The Collective Consciousness has brought a wealth of knowledge. This knowledge she now shares in this volume of work co-authored by spirit; better known to her as The Collective Consciousness. And what is The Collective Consciousness?

It is you and me and Carolyn; or spirit in a collective of many trillions upon trillions who are in agreement that The Fantasy of Earth is now and forever to be a Fantasy of Love.

This will take another two to three centuries to come to fruition. However, know, Dear Ones, that we, you and I, are the beginning. And what is the beginning?

The beginning is the creation of souls within The Fantasy who have agreed to become the first to live without the limitation of fear. Our dearest Carolyn is the first. You, Dear One, can be next.

Welcome to the beginning of our new adventure, Dear Hearts. We shall take you through the steps needed to free yourself of fear. That is right, Dear One. There will be many rewards, as our dearest Carolyn will testify. They include calm and a composure not known before. All situations shall become clear as you remove the negatives you carry.

Last, but not least, you will see the years falling away as you experience backwards ageing – one of the many rewards of ridding yourself of fear.

Many Blessings – The Collective Consciousness

I could have gone to prison.

Toward the end of our marriage when I began to suffer agoraphobia and panic attacks –

“Agoraphobia (Oxford Dictionary) – Extreme or irrational fear of entering open or crowded places, of leaving one’s own home, or of being in places from which escape is difficult.”

I wanted desperately to kill David, or at least see him die. Yes, I was delusional. I hoped for an end to the misery of life. After twelve years of an extremely unhealthy lifestyle, too much alcohol, no friends, and isolation as the norm; saw me a whimpering, beaten mess. I needed to be free of him.

Perhaps he could have an accident in the car. After all, he drove whilst drunk; it would not take much for him to fall asleep at the wheel. Any manner of accident could prevail; and I thought of many. This could be my greatly desired escape.

I held the kitchen knife in my hand. He was staggering drunkenly about the kitchen menacing me with his arrogance and vehement control as I cooked his favourite meal – steak and chips.

With his back toward me I lunged toward him thinking:

If I get the knife in-between his shoulder blades, and just down a little I might pierce his heart. A moment of clear perception. This would bring a bloody, but a definite end to his life.

With my hand up in position, the knife securely in my grasp, the energy, so strong and committed, was taken from me. I had gone, in less than a moment, from a woman crazed with causing death and mayhem, to a mere fragile feather, a shadow. I was left bewildered, disappointed, angered, and bemused by my behaviour.

I didn’t try to kill him again. I did, though, try to kill myself.

© 2025 Carolyn Page – ABC of Spirit Talk

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