Welcome to the ninth video on Aging Backwards. I delight in you viewing the changes that have been occurring for me over the past months.
The following is a duplication of the first in our series on Backwards Aging.
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Backwards aging; a phenomenon for the Light Workers of the World.
Hello, Carolyn here. I’d like to welcome you to my YouTube channel . For those of you who have read my About Page, you’ll have a little understanding of who I am, and why I have created ABC of Spirit Talk; and, more recently, Light Workers of the World.
My journey has been quite wonderful, over the past months. I have been watching myself aging backwards; as The Collective Consciousness (The C.C.) advised would happen. This, they say, is the result of the diligent work I have been doing upon myself to rid the negatives from my mind and body.
This process, that of removing the negatives, allows the Light to shine, so to speak. Calm, and a quiet resolve become the watchwords for those of us whose intention is to become all that we can be.
Should you feel you are a Light Worker, someone who needs to be continually growing and developing, you may be interested to follow my YouTube journey over the coming year. Together, it is my hope, we shall see the physical changes occurring for me.
Here we are again, dearest, at the keyboard, indeed. And what shall we speak about? Oh yes; perhaps we could speak about the new life you will be living. Shall we?
Yes, please do.
Right, dearest, we shall. The new life – this sounds as if there are two lives. Does it not? One before the latest realisation; and one after. And this is true, dearest. The life that lies before you bears little resemblance to that which was before. This is as the result of many changes for you dearest. Yes?
Yes, this is indeed the case.
And what was before? Before the current realisations, your life, dearest, was one of duty, responsibility and honour. However, dearest, these were not duty, responsibility and honouring yourself. No, dearest. These were favours you bestowed upon all and sundry; leaving little appreciation for yourself. Would this be a true statement?
Yes it would. I certainly put everyone before myself. I may not have thought that, at the time; though, it is true. I was living life for others.
Yes indeed, dearest; this we know was true for you. And now?
Now I am finding myself doing things but without the thought of someone else on my mind. I’m now realising that there was very little time, if any, when I didn’t have someone else’s needs or desires on my mind.
Once again, dearest. And now?
I am relaxed. I’m doing things with myself in mind. That is; I’m beginning to appreciate that ‘I’ have a life, and I want to live it. I want now to do those things that I’ve denied myself. I don’t want the desires of others to be those things I do. I would have to say; I’m beginning to see my life as something to be enjoyed and not to be endured; as I have often thought.
It is exciting, dearest?
Yes, it is somewhat exciting. Only yesterday I mentioned to my daughter, Veronica, that I felt like a young schoolgirl about to leave and enter the wider world. I felt excited, a little nervous and a lot naive about many things; one of those things being the unfamiliar feeling of placing myself first.
And are you enjoying yourself?
Yes; though I do know that Rome wasn’t built in a day. There is still ‘work’ to be done with my partner of the Negative. We, as a team, are changing for the better; however, I believe this will take a little time for it to become the norm for us.
In what sense, dearest?
There is far less meanness and control on his part. However, occasionally he criticises or complains.
And how do you handle this?
You advised for me to use humour, though, you did say that there were varying ways to circumvent these energies. One of the ways you mentioned was to go to the ‘dream’ I now know is to become my future. This most certainly has the effect of transporting me to a place all my own, so to speak. I am quite surprised to find I am totally encapsulated in a very sweet energy; one that seems to obliterate the sense of being in company.
Being in company, dearest?
Yes. When I’ve returned, so to speak, from my reverie I realise I have not been cognisant of being with my partner for that period of time. The mood has changed, during my so-called absence, and it is as if the meanness hadn’t occurred.
You have not been affected, dearest?
Yes, that is precisely the effect.
Good, dearest; this is good. We shall leave this here for now.
The following is an excerpt of our previous writings. Listen while you read
Hear what we say, Dear Ones. Your team member of the Negative unconsciously emits negative energies toward you. They are the result of us, The Collective Consciousness who, by agreement, cause your team member of the Negative to violate your thoughts with negativity.
Today’s ordeal is tomorrow’s victory. Yes indeed, Dear Hearts; we ask that you take these words to heart. In essence they ask you to surrender. And what surrender is that? It is the surrender of energy; energy that has accumulated in error. Yes, Dear Ones; energy is energy is energy; it is not real, as such; it is an intangible. Indeed, Dear Ones, we speak of the energy of feeling, of emotion, of misinformation. This is the energy of which we speak. It is, ironically, the greatest purveyor of terror within the Fantasy; a harsh word, a violent response, a sarcastic grin, a sneer, a menacing glance; all purveyors of negativity, indeed.
An implied gesture of malice can and does carry enormous energy. In fact, Dear Hearts, an implied menace can be an overwhelming burden carried forever, should it be allowed. This can have devastating results upon the intended victim; just as horrific as physical abuse, yet an abuse that lingers in the thoughts making life unbearable for the Light Worker of the Light.
And this is the game, Dear Ones. We, you and I and all playing the game agree to the rules; once the rules are known, the victor changes hands. In so doing, the victim becomes the victor, and the purveyor of terror gains freedom from the promptings which, for most, cause constant bewilderment.
Hear what we say, Dear Hearts. For the purveyor of terror, the changeover brings peace from the eternal promptings that saw them bewildered by their conduct.
With this knowledge, Dear Hearts, you will evidence a surrendering of fear. This may take moments; it may take days; it may take weeks. However, Dear Ones, should you take this information within, it will take root. A beginning of your appreciation of the game will commence. The game and its rules will begin to make sense. You will feel a softening toward your aggressor. You will evidence this softening slowly yet surely. This softening will allow you to reduce the fear and loathing you may have within.
This is the beginning. We shall speak more about this in the coming days.
Yes, Dear Hearts; another day brings more memories of previous days. This is a simple statement, yet one that has a deeper meaning when pondered.
Our previous two writings have offered much by way of information; this is true, Dear Ones. This day we bring more information to the fore; information that, if taken within, will evidence renewal. Yes, Dear Ones, a renewal of memory.
Our dearest is, once again, perplexed. She does not know to where we lead.
We are leading, dearest, to remembering; this we are. All knowledge is known, dearest; it may not be conscious knowledge. However, it is known.
We are consciousness. We are consciousness having a Fantasy. In this particular Fantasy we are human; i.e., four billion of us are Light Workers; two billion working as Light Workers of the Light, and two billion working on the opposite team.
As we have stated, there is need for a member of both teams working together in tandem in order for progress to be made. And to what progress do we work? We are working toward the progression of the Earth Fantasy to one of Love and Perfection. We shall not go into this more deeply, Dear Ones, there is ample written material upon this subject.
Yes indeed, Dear Hearts; we have spoken of the need for the Light Workers of the Light and the Negative to work in tandem. Only in this way will progress be made.
Our dearest has had, overnight, a joyful happening. May we dearest?
Yes, please do.
Right dearest, we shall.
Our dearest is a Light Worker extraordinaire. This is her life’s work; her agreed upon calling for this so-called lifetime. Hers has not been an easy task, Dear Ones; her work has demanded much from her. Her life has been devoid of a career, as such; it has been thwarted in its forward movement, so to speak.
Our dearest has the capacity to be whatever she may care to be. However, we, consciousness, have intentionally kept our dearest from being successful in her attempts to improve her financial/social status. Yes indeed we have. This was and has been done to keep her removed from the daily throng, so to speak, maintaining her within the sphere of spiritual work, you appreciate. Yes, Dear Ones, many a person has been blessed by her counsel; work that, in general, brought her little financial gain. However, this is to change. Our dearest now has the opportunity to re-visit. Yes, Dear Hearts, our dearest now will have the opportunity to do as she always wanted. We shall not speak of her dreams. Until they are becoming a reality it is best, by far, to keep one’s own counsel, lest the negativity of others cause setbacks. However, her dreams will be fulfilled.
And why are they to be fulfilled? They are to be fulfilled because of the work our dearest has done in the perfection stakes.
Yesterday our dearest was given a challenge. The challenge being to surrender all negativity toward her partner, our Dear One, Keith. Last evening saw her grappling with this challenge. Many hours saw her entangled within; on the one hand, love for her beloved; on the other, fear and loathing for some of his conduct.
Was she successful in surrendering the negative energies? Indeed she was. She was able to remain gentle, loving and with her usual humour in the face of the negative promptings which our Dear Heart, Keith, unconsciously rendered toward her.
Hear what we say, Dear Ones. Your team member of the Negative unconsciously emits negative energies toward you. They are the result of us, The Collective Consciousness who, by agreement, cause your team member of the Negative to violate your thoughts with negativity. And this challenge is now yours, Dear Ones.
Our dearest has been working upon herself for many a year. We do not expect you to surrender your negative thoughts toward a Light Worker of the Negative in an overnight forage; no indeed. You may take as much as, in Earthly terms, one year to relinquish those deeply embedded fears; you may take as little as a day, a week, a month. However, Dear Friends, know this is part of the agreement you made; and know it can and will be done.
In the second part of our series we shall speak upon the steps needed to bring victory. They are, Dear Ones, adherence to truth.
Our dearest is perplexed by this and needs further understanding. Indeed, dearest, we shall offer the advice:
The truth, dearest, is that you are a Light Worker of the Light. Many reading and many who shall read at some future time are Light Workers of the Light. Indeed, dearest, there are four billion Light Workers upon Earth at present; give or take, you appreciate. Of those, two billion are Light Workers of the Light, and two billion being Light Workers of the Negative.
As we have explained, dearest, both teams of Light Workers are needed for the new Fantasy of Love and Perfection to become the premise for the Earth Fantasy; which, as we’ve written will require a further three centuries to come into being (the last century being almost unrecognisable as the Light Workers of the Light perfect themselves).
This perfection has begun. Indeed, our dearest is one such Light Worker of the Light who is perfecting herself. And how is this achieved?
It is achieved by teamwork. Yes, Dear Ones, this can only be achieved by having a member of the opposite team working in tandem. To explain:
Light Workers of the Light require a team member of the Negative to infiltrate their lives with coercion, deliberate meanness and a control which knows no bounds. Yes indeed, Dear Ones, the Light Workers of the Light, in order to achieve victory, need a catalyst. This catalyst could be your greatest love, your dearest friend, your son, daughter, mother, father. Yes indeed, Dear Ones, in order for you to achieve perfection there must be, within your life, a catalyst.
Do not fear this catalyst; it is your greatest challenge and will offer your greatest reward.
Knowing this will bring you closer to your goal. Knowing this, and placing this knowledge at the forefront of all you do will guarantee your perfection; in time. With this knowing will eventually come a ‘softening’. Yes, Dear Ones; a softening of your attitude will come as you take this information within. You, Dear Heart, will begin to appreciate your goal and the goal of all; including your nemesis in human form. We jest, Dear One; we do not want you to see your team member of the Negative as your nemesis; although, at times you, no doubt, perceive. We want for you to surrender all negatives, including the negative response you may currently have regarding your team member of the Negative. He/she is your personal instructor; your teacher extraordinaire; your road to perfection.
“Not quite understanding what it is that I should be doing. Interested, please enlighten my dear friend.”
To this end we, The Collective Consciousness and I shall post a series of articles with this information succinctly and lovingly crafted.
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Firstly, Dear Heart, we shall begin at the beginning:
Most Light Workers of the Light currently have, by their side, a member of the opposite team; i.e., a member of the Light Workers of the Negative.
Briefly, Dear One, the purpose being; to achieve Love and Perfection.
Hear this well, Dear One; the purpose for a member of both teams of Light Workers coming together is to initiate Love and Perfection; a result only achieved by a negative and a positive working as one.
Our dearest has, this day, been privy to many appreciations in this regard. Her whole life has been subject to a member of the Negative being present; with a little reprieve every now and then. However, for the most part, our dearest has been limited by a member of the Negative Team in some respect or another. She remembers a young man in her teens who was of the Positive Team with whom she spent many a splendid moment; this she did, Dear One, with many memories of tenderness, honesty and respect. A fleeting tête-à-tête in the scheme of things, you appreciate. This was as it was meant to be, for, Dear One, our dearest’s role was and is to lead the Light Workers of the Light forward to victory. And how is this to be achieved?
It is to be achieved, Dear Heart, by awareness of the rules of the game.
Within this introductory article we shall furnish you with the awareness of your goal. And what is your goal? Your goal, Dear One, is to circumnavigate the negativity which, when overcome will lead you forward to victory. And what is victory? Your victory shall be freedom from control. Yes indeed, Dear Heart; your victory shall come slowly, though, ‘certainly’ should your goal be victory; as indeed our dearest finds more and more becoming the life always dreamed of.
And what is that dream? Her dream, Dear Heart, is living life according to her needs, desires, and pleasure. This can only be achieved when ‘control’ by another is thwarted.
Our dearest is experiencing life in differing ways to yesterdays. Indeed, Dear Ones, our dearest is regretting having remained in many ways of the past. We shall explain:
As a Light Worker of the Light there are many and intriguing ways to deal with life. Firstly, the Light Worker has a built-in mechanism of Love. Yes, this is true, Dear Friends. Light Workers are born, so to speak, with this built-in ability to Love. This is not always the case for those of the Negative. Yes indeed, Dear Hearts; those of the Negative are not always able to love. This, our dearest, finds unusual, indeed.
“Yes, dearest, those Light Workers of the Negative (those two billion of the Negative) are not always capable of Love. And why is this?”
This is so, because, Dear Ones; this is the agreement of the two billion Light Workers of the Negative. They agree to this state of being before entering the Fantasy; yes indeed.
Our dearest has found, over the past few weeks, those of the Negative are rather dull. Yes indeed; they are not the sharpest tool in the box; as the saying goes.
This has quite surprised our dearest. And why has this surprised?
It has surprised our dearest because this was quite a surprising revelation. And how did this revelation come to be?
It came to be, Dear Ones, because of a suggestion from us, The Collective Consciousness. Yes, indeed, we asked our dearest to remain quiet. That is, Dear Ones; we asked our dearest to remain tight lipped in many situations where once she offered advice. A simple statement, Dear Hearts:
How can we know the inner workings of those near and dear if we constantly put words into their mouths? We cannot. No, Dear Ones; those near and dear to us, should they be Light Workers of the Negative, will remain in control should we fall into the trap of offering ourselves for sacrifice.
(For those who would like further information in this regard we invite you to read our further posting.)
